Is it just me, or does anybody else feel like they’re starting over again? It’s probably just me. But I want to tell you why I’m feeling like this.

I’ve been through a lot of change recently. New house, new school, new friends(to make)-how am I not supposed to feel like I’m starting over? It feels like I’m moving to another country again like I did five years ago, but I’m not. Maybe there’s more to why I feel like I’m starting over-something different-that I don’t know. Maybe something changed about me and it caused me to feel different. Or maybe I’m just scared-scared about what’s going to happen next. This year is going to be different for me: every other one felt like the end of I chapter that was soon continued in the next page, but now it feels like I’m starting a whole new series.
To be honest making friends really was never easy for me, and maybe that’s why I feel like I’m starting over again. Every time I get the chance to start over where people don’t know me I try to seem different. I try to stand out. But it never works, because I’m not able to keep up with an act. People were able to see through the gothic, and intimidating people I tried to be and saw the one that’s not able to tell anyone anything orally but only through a laptop. Maybe this is why I feel like I’m starting over again.
Or maybe because I know something happened, or will happen. I know it’s there, but I just can’t put my finger on it.

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